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    说不难过是骗人的,只是难过得很平静

     
     
     
     
    好似...平静得有D出乎意料
     
    我都以为自己会down一头半个月
    然后先识得去收拾心情
     
    但係,我只係丧哭咗一晚.....
    其实讲丧哭都真係不为过...
    我谂我喺个电话里面吓亲Aphy了
    佢一落飞机打俾我,听到嘅係我差D讲唔出嘢嘅状态
    因为基本上当时嘅我就连打字都有困难
     
    其实果晚觉得自己好无助......
    其实好多谢Aphy咁啱打过嚟....
    因为以我嘅性格,无论我几hurt
    我都几难会三更半夜打俾人喊
    收咗线之后继续丧喊,喊到头痛想呕....
    再继而喊到攰先训得着
    22号果日起身,对眼真係肿得好紧要....
    但係都係有去返工.好彩果日好忙,令到我冇太多时间去胡思乱想
     
    我知道有好多人喺度关心紧我
    亦都有好多人担心紧我
    尤其係4仔,
    佢话佢好惊我一个人会顶唔住,我谂係因为佢太清楚我付出咗几多
     
    妈妈喺件事发生之前几日都有喺我MSN留言,但係我都冇心情去复佢
    直到22号我先至复佢话我近嚟有D事,所以一直都冇回复佢,同佢say sorry
    然后我睇到妈妈嘅email,佢话,喺我嘅世界里面,最担心我嘅,始终係父母
    果一刻,我觉得自己好不孝...係我令到佢哋咁担心...
    所以我觉得自己唔应该再down落去...
    我的世界里面还有太多值得我去爱的人
     
    至于
    那件外套,我已经洗了收起来了
    连同你的眼镜,那本洋葱头的书,还有你叫我先帮你收着的手机绳
    一起放在了衣柜的角落
    我在想,也许我应该把它们都还给你
    因为我收着也没有用
    因为它们不属于我的
    不过
    或许你也已经不屑这些东西了
    如同当初你不屑我的感受那般
     
     
     
    <逸后>的歌词真的写得很好
    从此
    我们就 '各有日后' 吧......
    就像我留给你那封email结尾说的
    〖一辈子,对你,对我来说都太遥远了〗
    July 26 3:19 AM | Blog it | ┄▲ι∫ i wαИйа ℃я￥●￠Ry ◎Л Wh0sё SHOц￡deR？〓

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    Aphy yuwrote:
    是有点意外但是觉得不值得流
    平静很可怕
    哈哈
    不过这样很好，真的 很好
    July 27
    嘉恩 林wrote:
    miss u~~~
    July 26
    lu .wrote:
    该哭噶时候就哭，好过屈系个心度
    July 26
    Karen Huangwrote:
    傻斐，好挂住你啊……
    July 26
    Cary Liangwrote:
    永遠一定會嚟的, 你一定可以揾到屬于自己嘅幸福!
    July 26
    Hui Jinwrote:
    我了解你的心情. 有父母、亲朋好友的关心是你的幸福.
    July 26

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